The abuser has evolved he now knows he can't leave visible marks on his victim so he takes special care to make sure no one knows the truth. I've dealt with this on many different levels as birth to 18 I took many blows to my head that should have taken me down but I always got back up no one knew no one cared and the story is ignored for the sake of peace in my family.
Now my experience with a stalker if this man gets violent his game is over and he knows it! Technology is the only logical explanation for how he dose what he dose? It's taken some time to come out of denial of this reality that's happening to me. Have you ever felt someone watching you as you turn to catch them they look away as if they were never looking? Did you ever wonder if you didn't see them would you still feel them watching? What if it continued on with bad intent? Over time you're left feeling sick inside. What if they're not watching but rather listening or even worse both? Leaving crazy clues to ensure you don't forget their presence and control in your life. It no longer matters if I ever catch my stalker the technology is real and it needs exposure and awareness. I now know I'm not alone there are many walking this endless path. Without proper resource and support it has no real end. The nature of the circumstances keep the stalker safe from exposure he is in my shadow if I do by chance catch someone it won't be him. It's all a head game he is the source unless I catch him the vicious cycle will continue on without limits. There are ways to fight back but I don't have the resource or support I need to pursue. For instance? A bug detector would be my only real hope of catching him in the act of evasdropping and it's still not a crime without bodily harm.
There are many ways to track another person...gps will track their movement ll you need is a cell phone # and wait for an outgoing call which included voicemail. Listening devices? Both battery and electric devices require a microphone in area you wish to listen to. Electric is run off existing power and requires a lot of work to install? Battery operated is quick but requires a battery pack that only last 36 to 48 hours before it needs new batteries? It must be close to the microphone but easily hidden? Its possible to bug everything from a water glass to an outlet! Then there's the bionic ear this device has no limits! It requires no evidence in the area of concern it can be used everywhere the person chooses to use it at home work or in route! And then there's video I have photo evidence of this suspicion which is where it began to come together to make sense. Aug.1,04 strange wholes in ceiling of all three bedrooms our room had a plastic tube coming from it.
Almost 14 years! I sometimes pray for phyiscal violence so it will end. He terrorizes me with his sneaky head games staying just far enough away so I'm the only witness. I have two other witnesses my two boys whom I was forced to raise alone under these circumstances. Now they are older it's just me! On few occasions he will do something that's obvious to everyone and can't be explained away but not often. I pray my story somehow creates awareness to this technology it's all I have left. I don't know what the solutions are to prevent this crime but we must first recognize it as a crime punishable by law. Why dose phyiscal violence have to happen? If our goal is to save lives then wouldn't it make sense to prevent this kind of behavior? There are many ways to hurt a person and never make a personal contact. The beast of a mans mouth if he is brave enough to say it he should be prepared to suffer a consequence!
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