Sunday, March 18, 2012

Maiden Ferguson...Pink Butterfly




My only proof my God is real...my dream lore relationship with my father.Now that i am older I cant imagine my life without a God! I feel for those who believe in nothing how scary to believe this is it! I am a single mom of 3 the grass isn't greener on this side but I don't have to worry with the elements that threaten the one sprig of green left in my yard. As long as i protect that with my life a little water will ensure the grass can come back.Left with no choice I now practice abstinence I refuse to believe marriage is suppose to be miserable I refuse to believe I'm suppose to tolerate...id rather be alone. Soon my nest will empty out I have nothing to show for my life except my good spirit which I wouldn't change for anything material.My God gave me a clean spirit to care for I will take that same clean spirit with me to the other side the dream lore just like my father.

Thursday, March 15, 2012

The serrogate...Green


Family... this is what its all about to restore peace to a community torn apart by a personal event that didn't really concern them. they were brought in through a lie that's now an infection! whomever said words cant hurt you lied you can destroy a persons life until they wish they were dead even convince them the world would be a better place ect...in this photo there is a very special person missing. the presence of her angel whisper leaves me speechless! if you will notice where she would probably be standing is a picture of Marilyn Monroe how suited is that. She truly believed taking her own life was the only solution unaware of just how many people loved her I don't think she saw the greatness in her good spirit...they are not better off without her and now she has unfinished business?,,,where do I fit in all this I am witness to the power of the angel whisper by way of my fathers strong place in my life...to me it all makes sense the mystery of the pink butterfly the single mom?
As I watch her children grow up without her their story saves my life every day as I am a survivor of the yellow ribbon because of her Iwant to keep it that way. My name is Lisa Lynn i am a single mom of 3. 

Friday, March 9, 2012

Dreamlore...2009~2012

The message behind this song speaks for itself ...we will destroy ourselves well before science says the sun will consume us.the great point of this blog two voices opposite sides of the fence giving testimony of this great reality.Not long after he passed he came to me in a dream as he takes me through a huge dark house theres trash and bums everywhere he seems desperate to tell me something but he cant finally we enter the last room its really small but spotless with a diamond shaped bed white pillows blankets suddenly a hand reaches out from the blanket and grabs a bag of Doritos/ i wake up! I have no doubt its this message he wanted me to find i suspect the end of the dream  may have another meaning but that will come at just the right moment .
In support of the green ribbon both our earth and spirit we must become aware we must care we must act now!

Monday, March 5, 2012

Hand of God

The sky offers a sense or presence of God beyond our modern light there lies a universe that I believe could not exist without the righteous balance of a creator with reason for why it is so violent.we live in a world full of violence the sky offers hope that I would not know otherwise.If God cares enough to keep an eternity of conflict in a beautiful universe then he must care for me too

Sunday, March 4, 2012

Gods rainbow

With every tear I cry there is a rainbow of reason and hope.good fortune for me has nothing to do with a pot of gold my pot has a sense of peace and self worth this is the good fortune I hope to find at the end of Gods rainbow.

Thursday, March 1, 2012

My calling...*67


Domestic violence leads to self affliction which is a severe wolf cry of suicide.This one great plague on our people breaks down into many other ribbon colors...all of which i have experienced both direct and indirect physical mental emotional...it would seem to have no end.I count my blessings that cancer only had a face over the last couple of years showing my respect with a passion for pink yellow all cancer which is also suicide awareness ahd prevention. As I travel my path my sackcloth is my environment
I face violence in the extreme but in the end I do have the ability to fight back. domestic violence is a senseless crime well within our control we can be free of this moral plague we can ....
TO come together as one and agree zero tolerance for any kind of domestic violence. As a community every family counts we get involved  to see life through the eyes of our children they are people too what we teach today will come to pass in tomorrow.
I am passionate about my cause my story isn't a pretty one but my will to survive I hope will inspire others to see the greatness of this one cause of action. Can you imagine a world without domestic violence? As a survivor I can only pray for my children by my Gods grace they will defeat the beast of violence..